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> | “On the first day of class, I told you all to write down what justice means to you. Go back and look at what you wrote. Law school will try to challenge that meaning every day. Hold on to it.” | | | Those were the resonant words of Professor Bernard Harcourt at the conclusion of my Legal Methods class, my introduction to law school. For about two weeks, I listened to him discuss things too esoteric for my comprehension as a budding law student. Occasionally, my attention would veer off to a lingering thought that bothered me: I hope law school does not strip me of my values that led me to choosing this profession. Here I sat listening to a professor teach us about different legal schools of thought, empathetically and without scorn, even those seemingly in contradiction to his philosophy. Still, he did not hide his abolitionist views on our carceral state. How could someone be so strangely passionate about the law and still have an unwavering moral compass? |
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A lot of the negativity I have towards law school stems from my experience in Constitutional Law, which was taught by a right-libertarian and originalist professor who practiced law for only three years as an associate. My professor began his class by telling us that, in his view, the Bill of Rights was an afterthought simply added to the Constitution for the purpose of convincing the people to accept the social contract. Therefore, he would not be teaching a substantial portion of the Bill of Rights and most of the subsequent amendments to the Constitution. As a result, my class was deprived of learning about constitutional rights intended to promote racial, gender, and socioeconomic justice. To the few students like myself who came to law school with the motive to help advance the rights of those for whom the Constitution was not originally written, this was heartbreaking. I felt intellectually stifled, unable to challenge my professor’s notions knowing that he would try to change the subject, and sat through a semester listening to a very unpopular take on the Constitution. I guess this is what it means to be a law student, I thought. I often harkened back to what Professor Harcourt’s words and wondered if this was what he was trying to warn us about. | >
> | Those were the resonant words of Professor Bernard Harcourt at the conclusion of my Legal Methods class, my introduction to law school. For about two weeks, I listened to him discuss things too esoteric for my comprehension as a budding law student. Occasionally, my attention would veer off to a lingering thought that bothered me: I hope law school does not strip me of my values that led me to choosing this profession. Here I sat listening to a professor teach us about different legal schools of thought, empathetically and without scorn, even those seemingly in contradiction to his philosophy. Still, he did not hide his abolitionist views on our carceral state. How could someone be so strangely passionate about the law and still have an unwavering moral compass? | | | | |
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I doubt that Bernard had only or specifically the particular grotesque of Philip's Con Law. The idea that law school can't function without prohibiting first-year law students from choosing their instructors is patently ridiculous. The results are sometimes, as in your case, an acute sense of being cheated. You'd think that the collective partnership that together embarks on the responsibility of teaching students how to be lawyers would find a better way. But no matter what we do, the real inner conflict that Bernard was warning about—and that I try to teach about directly—is that the more we care about justice the more we must struggle with bullshit.
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Lawyers often have to reconcile the difference between what they believe is right and what their job requires of them. A solution to avoid this tension could be to pursue a fulfilling job, whatever that means to the individual. But in a capitalist society where employers control most of our lives, with limited room for us to make choices for ourselves, such solution seems perpetually unattainable. A younger version of myself would tell you that my dream job would be to be a public interest lawyer at a nonprofit organization that helps poor people. But after having worked in the legal nonprofit sector for several years, I learned that the tension lawyers have between what they believe is right and what their job requires of them does not go away. I saw it all the time with the attorneys with whom I worked. What’s more, for many legal nonprofits to keep running, sometimes it is necessary to accept thousands, if not millions, of dollars in donations from corporate donors who contribute to the societal problems said nonprofits are trying to eradicate. Additionally, big law firms’ much-touted pro bono work has helped the country’s most elite, but majorly short-staffed, public interest nonprofits like the ACLU take on major lawsuits. For these reasons, law school does a disservice to students who feel they must pick between public interest and corporate interest work. The two often work in tandem. | >
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A lot of the negativity I have towards law school and American law in general traces back to my experience in Constitutional Law. My professor, Phillip Hamburger, taught the course in a very non-traditional manner, stressing to his students why the administrative state is the biggest threat to our Constitution. Despite opposing his originalist and libertarian views, at times I found myself agreeing with his opinions but for reasons different from those he offered. He helped me identify the shortcomings of a bureaucratic executive power, but I saw it from the viewpoint of low-income racial and ethnic groups that often get the shorter end of the stick in our administrative judicial and legal systems. | | | | |
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Yes. And it's good therefore also to recognize that our capitalism is also very hospitable to small businesses. So for those to whom it is the employment system itself that is the source of internal conflict, it's good to know how to build an independent practice, so that the source of the contrasts are decisions one makes oneself, rather than being at the will of employers or donors. | >
> | My past work experience and my ties to immigration originally developed my frustration with the bureaucracy, which was a major impetus for my going to law school. Taking Professor Hamburger’s course helped me better understand my critiques, but I could not find the courage to articulate those critiques in class because he and I disagreed on the treatment of non-citizens in this country, something I took personally. Fearing I would create an antagonistic disruption in a class in which students either agreed with the professor or kept their opinions to themselves, I too stayed silent. I guess this is what it means to be a law student, I thought. Fall in line. | | | | |
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> | I worried this unpleasant feeling would become commonplace in law school and throughout my legal career because I viewed law school as a microcosm of the legal profession. If this feeling is here to stay, combined with the Supreme Court’s seemingly arbitrary nature of settling constitutional matters of personal importance to us, perhaps it makes sense why so many jaded students end up taking the six-figure big law salaries—to make it feel worthwhile. I harkened back to Professor Harcourt’s words and wondered if this was what he warned about. | | | | |
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Lawyers often have to reconcile what they believe is right (the inner self) with what their job requires of them (the outer self). Finding a fulfilling job, whatever that means to an individual, may seem like a solution to this tension. But in our capitalist system, where employers control most of our lives and limit our autonomy, such solution also seems perpetually unattainable. A younger version of myself believed that my dream job was to be a lawyer at a nonprofit organization helping low-income families. After working in the legal nonprofit sector for several years, I learned that the tension between the inner and outer self does not cease. I frequently saw this in attorneys with whom I worked. Additionally, for many legal nonprofits to operate, it is sometimes necessary to accept thousands or millions of dollars in corporate donations from companies contributing to the same problems such nonprofits aim to eradicate. Similarly, big law firms’ much touted pro bono work has helped the country’s most elite but majorly short-staffed nonprofits, like the ACLU and NAACP, win major lawsuits. For these reasons, law school does a disservice to students who feel they must pick between public interest and corporate interest work. The two often work in tandem. | | | Letting Go | |
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Well, it is at least worth also remembering that the constitutionality of the university's employment of eminent domain went to the Supreme Court in the hands of very good lawyers: the university did not prevail without a struggle. The rather small number of tenants who lost their homes had much due process and excellent representation. They also were, in the end, substantially compensated for what were essentially treated as life-tenure leases.
This paradox in which I find myself is something I am learning to embrace. It is a great privilege to be among students who discuss aspects of the law while poor people a few blocks away are currently living through the injustices we read about in cases. Thus, while many of my peers obsess over learning the law to attain high grades and succumb to the myth that the smartest law students make the best lawyers, I take away what best serves me. My understanding of what is taught, shaped by my lived experiences and criticisms of our legal systems, is salient to how I develop as a lawyer. After seeing firsthand how oppressive laws and policies affect poor people, it is obvious to me that mastering the legal doctrine only goes so far. This is why the nature of 1L grades is meaningless to me. A sense of freedom comes when we let go of control over aspects of our academic lives that in-turn were controlling us. | >
> | Law school exposes you to the truth: there can be no good without any bad. This is demonstrated by my classmates and I learning about the injustices associated with eminent domain at an institution that has benefitted from eminent domain. To be among students discussing aspects of the law that have upended the lives of individuals inside and outside the classroom creates both a sense of pride and guilt. And I am learning to embrace the paradox in which I find myself constantly—it has been law school’s greatest gift and what has served me best. As students, what we take away from the law and what we learn about this profession and ourselves surpasses the superficial metrics constructed by institutions that depend on them. | | | Moving Forward | |
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I think it very likely that the implicit dichotomy between free-thinking and getting good grades will also turn out for you to be a false one. "Subpar" evaluation of someone who is a powerful learner (as everybody here is), who thinks hard and writes well—as you do—is flawed evaluation. Flawed evaluation occurs around here all the time, for a variety of reasons, but the mistakes made most often do not involve finding students like you "subpar." | >
> | The dread I felt during my consitutional law class was a psychological reaction to the new period I was entering, an environment of rebirth and growth. It therefore felt essential for me to maintain aspects of my old self while nurturing the new outlook growing within me. But in taking Professor Harcourt’s advice, I was trying too hard to resist change. Holding on to my definition of justice did not mean resisting this new version of myself, rather simply cherishing the entire reason I chose to undergo this transformation. | | | | |
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> | Despite all my criticisms of law school, I do not regret putting myself through this journey. It has made me more empathetic towards views different from my own yet has radicalized me in my politics. By understanding the traits and decisions of others, I learn to think without judgement. And through rejecting much of the status quo—that which is upheld by society and that which I have internalized—I learn to think for myself, unafraid of change and risk. I believe and hope that this is indicative of the type of lawyer I am shaping out to be. | | | | |
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> | Hi Rubí, thank you for sharing this piece, as much of it resonated with me (despite not sharing the same disappointing Con Law professor). “There can be no good without any bad” is such a succinct summary of my thoughts after 1L and a few years of work in the legal field. My work experience is almost the flip side of yours: I worked at a big law firm where I did a significant amount of pro bono work. While my firm certainly helped nonprofits like the ACLU and Legal Aid Society, I also wanted to add that sometimes when our firm handled a case on its own, I felt like we really weren’t providing the best legal services to our clients. Another paralegal once told me that we had a bad reputation among immigration lawyers who felt that we often made mistakes in our immigration filings. Thus, just another example of how there is no good without some bad, but in the end, it’s better than nothing. Thank you again for sharing this and for making me feel less alone in this strange, paradoxical space. - Tasha | | | | |
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> | Hi Rubí. I can definitely relate to your experience. Law school will definitely expose you to many difference beliefs, systems, and ideologies. Law school also inevitably tried to label everyone and place them in a box (Big Law v PI, etc). Just because you are exposed to them does not mean you need to succumb to them. If anything, learning about those other beliefs can be great because you learn more and consider new ideas BUT they can also solidify your beliefs as you stated that you became more radicalized. Sometimes that exposure can cause a tweak in your beliefs or cause someone to completely change their mind. For me (as I am sure for others), half of the journey of law school is blocking out the chatter and white noise of other people's opinions and focusing on what I came here to do. Some of that chatter can be useful, so it's also filtering out what is helpful and what isn't. It's great that you have stayed true to your beliefs!- Morgan | | |
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Hi Rubí, thank you for sharing this piece, as much of it resonated with me (despite not sharing the same disappointing Con Law professor). “There can be no good without any bad” is such a succinct summary of my thoughts after 1L and a few years of work in the legal field. My work experience is almost the flip side of yours: I worked at a big law firm where I did a significant amount of pro bono work. While my firm certainly helped nonprofits like the ACLU and Legal Aid Society, I also wanted to add that sometimes when our firm handled a case on its own, I felt like we really weren’t providing the best legal services to our clients. Another paralegal once told me that we had a bad reputation among immigration lawyers who felt that we often made mistakes in our immigration filings. Thus, just another example of how there is no good without some bad, but in the end, it’s better than nothing. Thank you again for sharing this and for making me feel less alone in this strange, paradoxical space. - Tasha | |
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The Paradox of Life in Law | | | You can make this draft a little better. Check every sentence for slacker words that aren't doing any job. Bring empathy even to Philip: your mere accurate description is satire sufficient without an adjective more. But one of your powers lies in your facility of drafting. A lawyer whose first drafts are excellent is specially gifted. Let us see what you will choose to make of that.
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RubiRodriguezSecondEssay 2 - 26 May 2022 - Main.EbenMoglen
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The Paradox of Life in Law | | | Rude Awakening
A lot of the negativity I have towards law school stems from my experience in Constitutional Law, which was taught by a right-libertarian and originalist professor who practiced law for only three years as an associate. My professor began his class by telling us that, in his view, the Bill of Rights was an afterthought simply added to the Constitution for the purpose of convincing the people to accept the social contract. Therefore, he would not be teaching a substantial portion of the Bill of Rights and most of the subsequent amendments to the Constitution. As a result, my class was deprived of learning about constitutional rights intended to promote racial, gender, and socioeconomic justice. To the few students like myself who came to law school with the motive to help advance the rights of those for whom the Constitution was not originally written, this was heartbreaking. I felt intellectually stifled, unable to challenge my professor’s notions knowing that he would try to change the subject, and sat through a semester listening to a very unpopular take on the Constitution. I guess this is what it means to be a law student, I thought. I often harkened back to what Professor Harcourt’s words and wondered if this was what he was trying to warn us about. | |
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I doubt that Bernard had only or specifically the particular grotesque of Philip's Con Law. The idea that law school can't function without prohibiting first-year law students from choosing their instructors is patently ridiculous. The results are sometimes, as in your case, an acute sense of being cheated. You'd think that the collective partnership that together embarks on the responsibility of teaching students how to be lawyers would find a better way. But no matter what we do, the real inner conflict that Bernard was warning about—and that I try to teach about directly—is that the more we care about justice the more we must struggle with bullshit.
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Lawyers often have to reconcile the difference between what they believe is right and what their job requires of them. A solution to avoid this tension could be to pursue a fulfilling job, whatever that means to the individual. But in a capitalist society where employers control most of our lives, with limited room for us to make choices for ourselves, such solution seems perpetually unattainable. A younger version of myself would tell you that my dream job would be to be a public interest lawyer at a nonprofit organization that helps poor people. But after having worked in the legal nonprofit sector for several years, I learned that the tension lawyers have between what they believe is right and what their job requires of them does not go away. I saw it all the time with the attorneys with whom I worked. What’s more, for many legal nonprofits to keep running, sometimes it is necessary to accept thousands, if not millions, of dollars in donations from corporate donors who contribute to the societal problems said nonprofits are trying to eradicate. Additionally, big law firms’ much-touted pro bono work has helped the country’s most elite, but majorly short-staffed, public interest nonprofits like the ACLU take on major lawsuits. For these reasons, law school does a disservice to students who feel they must pick between public interest and corporate interest work. The two often work in tandem. | |
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Yes. And it's good therefore also to recognize that our capitalism is also very hospitable to small businesses. So for those to whom it is the employment system itself that is the source of internal conflict, it's good to know how to build an independent practice, so that the source of the contrasts are decisions one makes oneself, rather than being at the will of employers or donors.
`From the perspective I offer in Planning Your Practice, non-profit or for-profit structuring of one or more organizations that together comprise your practice over time are just operational decisions. I have run a practice for almost 20 years now that is centered in a 501c3, but with a related-business entity that spun off into a commercial practice, an LLC of LLCs, and which has international affiliates of both kinds, and satellite 501c3 Delaware corps, and all sorts of stuff. But that's just plumbing, like a chain of dry cleaners' or something.
Bernard's exercise—keeping tangible the meaning of justice that lies outside the technicalities and the bullshit in which society wraps up and protects power—is valuable because it helps to keep constantly conscious, non-automatic, the appreciation of the large inevitable gap between what we are trying to do and what we can make happen in society using words.
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> | Law school and the legal profession exposes you to the truth: there can be no good without any bad. This is demonstrated by my classmates and I learning of the injustice of eminent domain at an institution that has used eminent domain to displace many poor people of color.
Well, it is at least worth also remembering that the constitutionality of the university's employment of eminent domain went to the Supreme Court in the hands of very good lawyers: the university did not prevail without a struggle. The rather small number of tenants who lost their homes had much due process and excellent representation. They also were, in the end, substantially compensated for what were essentially treated as life-tenure leases.
This paradox in which I find myself is something I am learning to embrace. It is a great privilege to be among students who discuss aspects of the law while poor people a few blocks away are currently living through the injustices we read about in cases. Thus, while many of my peers obsess over learning the law to attain high grades and succumb to the myth that the smartest law students make the best lawyers, I take away what best serves me. My understanding of what is taught, shaped by my lived experiences and criticisms of our legal systems, is salient to how I develop as a lawyer. After seeing firsthand how oppressive laws and policies affect poor people, it is obvious to me that mastering the legal doctrine only goes so far. This is why the nature of 1L grades is meaningless to me. A sense of freedom comes when we let go of control over aspects of our academic lives that in-turn were controlling us. | | | Moving Forward
Despite all my criticisms of law school—from the professors with very little to no real-world experience, to the forced dichotomy between public interest and big law, to the arbitrary grades—I do not regret putting myself through this journey. It has made me more empathetic towards views different from my own, but it has radicalized me in my politics. Through rejecting much of the status quo, it has taught me to think for myself. And even if my performance looks subpar on a transcript, what I have gained from this experience goes beyond the superficiality construed by institutions that depend on it. I believe, and hope, that this is indicative of the type of lawyer I am shaping out to be. | |
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I think it very likely that the implicit dichotomy between free-thinking and getting good grades will also turn out for you to be a false one. "Subpar" evaluation of someone who is a powerful learner (as everybody here is), who thinks hard and writes well—as you do—is flawed evaluation. Flawed evaluation occurs around here all the time, for a variety of reasons, but the mistakes made most often do not involve finding students like you "subpar."
Soon, at the end of your third term, you will see confirmed the basic principle of law school grades, which is that constant levels of effort yield over time higher levels of academic "achievement." Take care of the sense and the nouns will take care of themselves. Only the shaping matters.
You can make this draft a little better. Check every sentence for slacker words that aren't doing any job. Bring empathy even to Philip: your mere accurate description is satire sufficient without an adjective more. But one of your powers lies in your facility of drafting. A lawyer whose first drafts are excellent is specially gifted. Let us see what you will choose to make of that.
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The Paradox of Life in Law
-- By RubiRodriguez - 27 Apr 2022
What does justice mean to you?
“At the beginning of this course, I told you all to write down what justice means to you. I want you to go back and look at what you wrote. Law school will try to challenge that meaning every day. But I want you to hold on to it.” Those were, more or less, the words of Professor Bernard Harcourt at the conclusion of my Legal Methods class, my introduction to law school. After listening to him for about two weeks discuss things so esoteric for me to comprehend as a budding law student, a lingering thought bothered me: I hope law school does not strip me of my values that led me to choosing this profession. Here was a professor who was teaching us about the different legal schools of thought, very empathetically and without scorn, even those seemingly in contradiction to his philosophy of the law. And yet he did not hide that he is an abolitionist and believes our carceral state, protected heavily by the courts, is a continuation of slavery. How could someone be so strangely passionate about the law and still have an unwavering moral compass?
Rude Awakening
A lot of the negativity I have towards law school stems from my experience in Constitutional Law, which was taught by a right-libertarian and originalist professor who practiced law for only three years as an associate. My professor began his class by telling us that, in his view, the Bill of Rights was an afterthought simply added to the Constitution for the purpose of convincing the people to accept the social contract. Therefore, he would not be teaching a substantial portion of the Bill of Rights and most of the subsequent amendments to the Constitution. As a result, my class was deprived of learning about constitutional rights intended to promote racial, gender, and socioeconomic justice. To the few students like myself who came to law school with the motive to help advance the rights of those for whom the Constitution was not originally written, this was heartbreaking. I felt intellectually stifled, unable to challenge my professor’s notions knowing that he would try to change the subject, and sat through a semester listening to a very unpopular take on the Constitution. I guess this is what it means to be a law student, I thought. I often harkened back to what Professor Harcourt’s words and wondered if this was what he was trying to warn us about.
Balanced Contrast
Lawyers often have to reconcile the difference between what they believe is right and what their job requires of them. A solution to avoid this tension could be to pursue a fulfilling job, whatever that means to the individual. But in a capitalist society where employers control most of our lives, with limited room for us to make choices for ourselves, such solution seems perpetually unattainable. A younger version of myself would tell you that my dream job would be to be a public interest lawyer at a nonprofit organization that helps poor people. But after having worked in the legal nonprofit sector for several years, I learned that the tension lawyers have between what they believe is right and what their job requires of them does not go away. I saw it all the time with the attorneys with whom I worked. What’s more, for many legal nonprofits to keep running, sometimes it is necessary to accept thousands, if not millions, of dollars in donations from corporate donors who contribute to the societal problems said nonprofits are trying to eradicate. Additionally, big law firms’ much-touted pro bono work has helped the country’s most elite, but majorly short-staffed, public interest nonprofits like the ACLU take on major lawsuits. For these reasons, law school does a disservice to students who feel they must pick between public interest and corporate interest work. The two often work in tandem.
Letting Go
Law school and the legal profession exposes you to the truth: there can be no good without any bad. This is demonstrated by my classmates and I learning of the injustice of eminent domain at an institution that has used eminent domain to displace many poor people of color. This paradox in which I find myself is something I am learning to embrace. It is a great privilege to be among students who discuss aspects of the law while poor people a few blocks away are currently living through the injustices we read about in cases. Thus, while many of my peers obsess over learning the law to attain high grades and succumb to the myth that the smartest law students make the best lawyers, I take away what best serves me. My understanding of what is taught, shaped by my lived experiences and criticisms of our legal systems, is salient to how I develop as a lawyer. After seeing firsthand how oppressive laws and policies affect poor people, it is obvious to me that mastering the legal doctrine only goes so far. This is why the nature of 1L grades is meaningless to me. A sense of freedom comes when we let go of control over aspects of our academic lives that in-turn were controlling us.
Moving Forward
Despite all my criticisms of law school—from the professors with very little to no real-world experience, to the forced dichotomy between public interest and big law, to the arbitrary grades—I do not regret putting myself through this journey. It has made me more empathetic towards views different from my own, but it has radicalized me in my politics. Through rejecting much of the status quo, it has taught me to think for myself. And even if my performance looks subpar on a transcript, what I have gained from this experience goes beyond the superficiality construed by institutions that depend on it. I believe, and hope, that this is indicative of the type of lawyer I am shaping out to be.
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